Give me One more Chance to Not love Someone .

Huh .
Life is sux ya know . need to finish all the prob first . then you can relief .. Haahh . that's called life . "sux" ...
Tiap kali gue lagi sendiri truz merenung kayak orang kesurupan .. kadang gue juga mikir , tujuan idup gue tuu apa sih ?? gak mungkin kan tujuan hidup gue itu cuma buka facebook , tulis blog , denger laguu di youtube , blahblahblah ... *garing*
Dan gue sampai sekarang masih bingung .. "what is my decision to Live ? an what's the meaning of Life ??" ituu gue masih bingung !! Banget .. any idea guys ?? pleas tell me immediately if you guys know what is that mean !!! Need to know . this is urgent . I repeat .. This is urgent ..

hueekk . I think I'm gonna puke ...
apa mesti gue terjun dari pohom cabe ?? biar gue matii langsung tanpe penderitaan ?? haahh . bner2 dah . gue cuma pengen nikmatin idupp . kagak mau suka or mencintai sapa2 dlu .. mo happy2 enjoy . kan umur ada di tangan Tuhan . kalo misalkan gue tiba2 besok mati gara2 dilindes truk atawa diseret mobil ?? Who knows ?? huh ??
PLeaseee !!!! give me just one !! one more chance to not love someone !! gue mau meraih cita2 gue dlu !! sebagai sutradara !! MOVIE DIRECTOR is my DREAM !!
Arghhh . help me ...
I think no one's care bou me . huhh .. I just wanna die . die . die ...
bye bye you all ..
may God always bless you .. may God always be with you ..
Ameenn .. *ahem* I'm done .